Muse: 2013

Sunday, October 6, 2013

First week of Uni (2nd year)

I am completely knackered. I am not even joking. It's awfully tiring, even though it's just TWO DAYS. But I thought I would just share my experience here. I love the excitement of designing an exhibition. I felt that I have learnt alot within the two days of working with my new group and lecturers. On to more exciting days!

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Sometimes

I really hate long breaks. Because right now, I am so home sick, it's not even funny. For the first time ever, I want to just go home and hug my boyfriend. I just want to meet my family once more.

It's so pathetic. It's already a week here and I feel like dying. I am suffering from post summer depression. But I hope UNI will be able to make me feel all better. I feel excited to start working on my stuffs but at the same time, I really really miss my boyfriend.

It's not even funny anymore. I just want him so badly. I want to talk to my sisters. I wouldn't say I regretted my summer but I enjoyed..every bit of it so much..I wanna go back home.

Goddess of Mercy, please give me this last and final strength to pull through. I need to be stronger than this. More independent. Don't ever let yourself cry like this again Serena.

How does one go through such long distance relationships for years without seeing each other? I envy and salute to those who could.

Because it's so painful right now..even though I've been doing this for almost 3 years now.

Thursday, September 19, 2013

What I really miss right now

Being back in London means it's time to get down to work once more. Honestly, I don't know how I feel about it. I feel excited at the same time, scared. Like I don't know what to expect but nevertheless, looking forward to it. Well, below are two pictures taken from my 1 week trip to Kelantan. It was a nice laid back trip and I was able to understand a little bit better about the Kelantanese culture.

I feel like I should say something melodramatic for this post but well I don't know. Perhaps, I should.

Everytime I look at the moment, my heart aches. It reminds me of my boyfriend honestly. Cold yet warm and so far away. We've been together for almost 3 years now (December will be our anniversary) Every year, feels like we're getting stronger. We're on this LDR (long distance relationship) thing since 2011. I only come back every summer or whenever I get the chance, Christmas or Easter. But this year, I've decided to come back only during summer. I would love to use winter and spring breaks to work part time, whatsoever; to earn something for myself. Looking at the moon, I'll probably be talking to it more often now.

I miss you baby.

I know it's going to be hard for both of us but the time spent during summer was amazing. I really am so grateful and glad he's part of my life :)

I love you.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Birthday tea party

On Monday, we had a special birthday surprise for our dearest friend, Nurain a.k.a Nubi (she's the one in the tudung) All of us, were best friends since high school and I'm so glad it remains that way. And as of today, I'm flying back to London to start my second year once more. This time round, I won't be alone as Nubi will be on the same flight with me! Anyways, the party was a great success! We decorated the settings ourselves as you can see and I made the invitations and the flower crowns myself as well. The beautiful china set was already prepared by Irina (thank you, Irina's grandmother for collecting such amazing vintage tea set) and the place was at Irina's place. I really am happy to see all of them again. We've been friends for almost a decade! We practically grew up together. I really wouldn't have enjoyed high school if it wasn't for them! Enough talking, here are the pictures!