Saturday, September 28, 2013

Sometimes

I really hate long breaks. Because right now, I am so home sick, it's not even funny. For the first time ever, I want to just go home and hug my boyfriend. I just want to meet my family once more.

It's so pathetic. It's already a week here and I feel like dying. I am suffering from post summer depression. But I hope UNI will be able to make me feel all better. I feel excited to start working on my stuffs but at the same time, I really really miss my boyfriend.

It's not even funny anymore. I just want him so badly. I want to talk to my sisters. I wouldn't say I regretted my summer but I enjoyed..every bit of it so much..I wanna go back home.

Goddess of Mercy, please give me this last and final strength to pull through. I need to be stronger than this. More independent. Don't ever let yourself cry like this again Serena.

How does one go through such long distance relationships for years without seeing each other? I envy and salute to those who could.

Because it's so painful right now..even though I've been doing this for almost 3 years now.




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